IVF vs. Adoption

So for this last and final phase, the pharmacy delivered to my door 82 syringes.  Yes.  82!!!!!! You guys, I really couldn't believe it.  In that moment, I honestly thought - "What in the heck am I doing?  Should I really be doing this?"Well - it's a conflicting feeling, for sure.  I am not a fan (at all) of adding drugs to my body. But somehow when we first started all of this, I just felt like,